“ But when my Dad cheated, she just left. All of us. She left me.” (Shrum 171). Renley faces the truth of her mother leaving and how much she actually needs her and is still upset with her mom. This search was more of the ability to finally admit the fact that she needed her mom. Renley really did love her mom and missed the love she felt from this connection that was lost. Renley searched to replace this sense of love she missed with her mom but maybe in the wrong place.
A search for love is hard when one is a teenager. “ ‘I’ve always loved you ,’ I say again, because it feels right Totally right.” (Shrum 271). Renley found the one she truly loved and not just for looks or popularity. This search for love was obvious to the reader that she would end up with Drew. However, it had been such a strong connection that it really proved to be the search that was filled with love. Renley also finds her identity with the help of this newly found