Rest in Peace Essay

On him our camera is now directed so expect the unexpected

from the very beginning he began telling.....

"I was a young simple boy
Whose only goal was to have a toy

Although i was brought up in a low place but i was thanking god for his grace

I can remeber well just as good as my name i can spell

how my feelings were how i couldn 't bare

when i knew that anytime she will be taken then my mind wasn 't in getting a toy or playin '

all my thinking has gone to another side
It once passed on mind that the only solution is suicide

But then i got that without her it would be the same i wake up everyday frightened & saying her name

looking beside me seeing if she 's gone away or still beside me breathing she lays

to feel that your only one might have gone

is like a stab that won 't heal hearing her calling me & appeal

She ...is my mother whom i consider my father ,my brother & even my lover

she had an uneasily cured disease it 's not a cough or a sneeze

it 's a distruction in all her body cells
& unfortunately my father has gone away leaving no wealth

after knowing this , i began thinking how am i gonna get the operation 's money ,what kind of working ?

I asked in many places
The only reply was (sry , u 're too young little jerk ,for u there is no place)

hearing their words always made me cry saying that i have a mother who is about to die

asking again n again for a place to work in but then i found no way to work & here began my sin

I decided to steal aftering hearing my mother 's unstoppable appeals

She didn 't know that i 'm gonna do so

i began climbing houses afraid to be seen just as mouses

a feeling that won 't ever touch u it was a sin , I knew

but there weren 't any other choices nothing called a kid ...nothing called toys

Although i was a boy of ten years in need for someone to wipe his tears

i got the money for the operation
To get it ,i did wat 's