He also finds it hard to forgive himself for thinking up this atrocity. Even though it was only once, he could only feel the shame of it, thinking that his connection with God is already breached. Sin plays a huge role in this book due to it lurking around every corner. Every undesirable act of humanity is viewed as a sin and John is trying hard to not get caught in its talons. Although sin is terrible, people still commit it, and one such person is John’s father, Gabriel. Although Gabriel is a Deacon of his church and a hardcore preacher, he still has sex in the other room. John sometimes hears the action, over “…the sounds of rats’ feet, and rat screams” (Baldwin 5)… Even a deacon, who is a high member of the church, commit these acts because it feels good. It’s only human. Sometimes, sin can play as an escape and a form of happiness. Aunt Florence, Gabriel’s sister, has committed sin in order to not be dragged down along with her dying mother. In the past, Gabriel was much more valued than Florence due to him being a man. But, Gabriel turned out to be a no-good criminal, who always drank. Florence resented him
He also finds it hard to forgive himself for thinking up this atrocity. Even though it was only once, he could only feel the shame of it, thinking that his connection with God is already breached. Sin plays a huge role in this book due to it lurking around every corner. Every undesirable act of humanity is viewed as a sin and John is trying hard to not get caught in its talons. Although sin is terrible, people still commit it, and one such person is John’s father, Gabriel. Although Gabriel is a Deacon of his church and a hardcore preacher, he still has sex in the other room. John sometimes hears the action, over “…the sounds of rats’ feet, and rat screams” (Baldwin 5)… Even a deacon, who is a high member of the church, commit these acts because it feels good. It’s only human. Sometimes, sin can play as an escape and a form of happiness. Aunt Florence, Gabriel’s sister, has committed sin in order to not be dragged down along with her dying mother. In the past, Gabriel was much more valued than Florence due to him being a man. But, Gabriel turned out to be a no-good criminal, who always drank. Florence resented him