Slave Monologue

It all began with a simple phone call one night after dinner, “Z’naya,” my mother yelled up the stairs “it's for you. It's Aaron he sounds upset.” as i come downstairs to pick up the phone i was not happy. We had just got into an argument and he hung up on me. Not only that i was tired the baby was crying so much. I looked for a peaceful quiet night at home. I didn't feel like another stupid argument with bipolar Aaron. Thirty minutes later, however, Aaron black dodge durango swung into our driveway, and destiny was leaning on the horn before the car came to a full stop. Grabbing my coat from the coat hanger, i walked out my front door with all the enthusiasm of a man going to stand before a firing squad. “Where were you after school?”
I have slaved for you and you want disrespect her like that. I've cut off family, friends all connections for you and you think you gone disrespect us like that. You not helping me it takes two to make a baby. You ain't nothing but a deadbeat father I hate you.” he looked so mad he grabbed me and threw me on the couch. He start punching me non stop. “Who gone take care of her if I kill you huh.” last hit I was knocked out. I woke up he's gone and my baby is gone. I'm calling around and my parents has her. I'm so glad I was so scared I gotta leave I can't anymore. I called Destiny and told her i'm moving in she was so happy. I grabbed my suitcase and started packing I played Why by Amanda Perez.I just cried at the fact of how much I love him. I'm only 17 why? How? What did I do to deserve what he is doing to me? I packed me and my baby stuff and left. I was gone for at least a month. All I did was work and take care of my child. He called and called I finally answered. “Baby I miss you i'm sorry please come home.” “COME HOME YOU BEAT ME SENSELESS. YOU THREW ME AROUND LIKE I WAS A PIECE OF TRASH. YOU DON'T WANT OUR BABY REMEMBER YOU SAID THAT.” i started to cry. “Baby please stop crying i'm sorry for what i said i miss my family i miss yall so much i started back going to counseling i'm changing baby.” i looked down my heart was beating really fast. I thought for a moment. “I do miss