Tap Tap Short Story

Tap Tap
Boring night, boring day
Tap Tap
Regular night, regular day
Tap Tap
But...
Tap Tap
...Why?

I mentally tapped my fingers on the kitchen counter as I drink some water from the cup in my hand. I had just been through a long day of classes, and it was around two o'clock AM and I had gotten thirsty in the middle of the night. I haven't been able to sleep for some reason for the past few days acually, because of a lingering thought in my mind. It has been bugging me and I just can't sleep if it pops up in my brain, and it never happens intill I need to sleep. I just...Don't understand why it keeps seeping into my brain. It gets worse the more I think about it. Why do I think about things like this? I know it all sounds werid so far- and it is- and I haven't even told you yet. Wow, my sense of mind is totaly not normal. Well, I might as well tell you because it would make no sense to not, and you are probably on the edge of your seats right now, correct? Well, I have been thinking about what would happen if-

"What are you doing?"

"Oh my-!" I set my glass of water on the table and my hands flew up to my throught as I felt the water I just downed go down the wrong pipe. I quickly got myself
situated as I shot my head around at the person now behind me.
"Are you crazy! You shouldn't do that to someone! You almost made me choke on the water I was drinking- which is what I was doing for your informa-" I cut myself off. Red eyes can in contact with my own as I felt my whole mind crumble into pieces and let those pieces land on the floor everywhere.

"Maybe you shouldn't be so careless. If you paid attention for once and not be in your own world you could have reacted normally to my question. But I guess you can't help that being you and all."

That same monotone voice laced with the stuck-up-ish attuide that goes with it made me forget my previous thoughts and focus on the person in front of me. I sighed as I felt my thoughts comming back and my current mind change them entirely.
"Well, not everyone is-" I cut myself off. Again. A wave of anger rushed over me suddenly as I grit my teeth and pushed myself past the person. I walked down the hallway as I heard footsteps. Luckily they weren't behind me. I opened up the door to my dorm as I stepped inside and went into the bathroom. I dragged myself in front of my mirror and leaned down while splashing my face with water. Great, the thought is back again. No sleep for tonight I guess... I looked back into the mirror and a frown was present on my face. Not a big suprise to be honest. The thought of the person was still in my head, as well as my anger.
"Oh look at me, I'm perfect and I can do no wrong.
Oh, and I mean it. I was genetically modified by scientists who wanted to create the perfect person with every talent imaginable and I accepted because I loved this school so much. I look down at everyone because I am better then them and I tend to rub it in their faces sometimes without directly saying it." I said into the mirror while flipping my hair with both my hands for dramatic effect, which he would do if he was acually showed emotion for once in his life. He used to...But not anymore...As I have heard. I walked over to my bed and slipped under the covers as I tried to sleep while keeping the thought out of my mind. Little did I know that the rest of my life was about to dive into tragity, corruption,
hopelessness.
And even...Despair.