to fit in with everyone else. But, I can not be the judge of other people for I' am also guilty of this same crime. I often find myself staying up late at night doing my homework. I do this because of my addictiveness to video games. This horrible trait often leaves me up past one or two in the morning. I' am currently trying to control this addiction, but I'm struggling with it. It's a horrible habit to have I know, but for some reason I keep going back to those games as a source to get away from life for those few couple of hours. Even though I try hard to let go of them and take a break to do my homework, they still call my name as I work on my homework. Even before writing this paper I started playing video games, it was like the addiction was controlling me to do so. Just like I said about the shoppers in today's society, not getting enough sleep will catch up to me one way or another. There are plenty of other addictions that consume people into thinking that that is the only important thing in life. As I look around my hall, I see people staying up late watching TV and doing other things, perhaps playing games or talking to his or her's significant other on the phone. They know that they have studying to do, but they blow it off just as I have until late at night when there is nothing to do besides sleep or do a little bit of homework. That is truly not the way to go. Like Graaf says "Many Americans are also hooked on building personal fortresses out of their purchases"(73). Many of today's college students think that they have more money than they actually do, when in all reality they are spending their parent's money anyways. As I started to think about my paper when playing my video games, it told me, you need to get your act together and start to work on this paper.
Therefore, I placed the controller down on the floor and turned off the console. It was a sign of relief. As I sit down here and put my feelings into this paper about addictiveness, I can only relate it to so many more things. Like all the times in High School when I procrastinated much of my school work because I could. I' am working on this habit of mine and trying to conquer it, but I have some sense of feeling of what these people that Graaf spoke about in his words in the "Addictive Virus", the people that can't get enough and always have to have bigger and larger things. Just like in today's ever growing fast food restaurants, Graaf says that "Plates of food become platters, Biggie burgers become Dino-Burgers, and boxes of popcorn become buckets"(73-74). That is what us Americans want though bigger and larger, and nothing else
matters. There are many things much worse than addictiveness in our society today, but right now it's a huge issue dealing with college students and how they handle time. I for one have done a pretty lousy job controlling my time and how I handle it, but I'm working on controlling this ongoing problem with me and try and fix it. We no longer have our parents to guide us along by our hands and take nurture us. That is why I must work harder than ever before and perhaps set the controller aside for awhile; just concentrate on my school work.