It hurt to laugh, my jaws, my ribs, my throat. But I was laughing and laughing” (Hosseini 289). The quote describes the pain and suffering Amir has had to think about because guilt may not seem like much, but it is probably one of the worst feelings there is. Amir felt so guilty for what he did to Hassan that he wanted the same punishment from Assef to make up for what he did. He was ready to get beaten up to the point of near death to get rid of the guilt he felt. This shows the amount of guilt Amir has been dealing with in the back of his mind for his whole life. He should not have had to spend most of his life feeling guilty. It ruins the quality of life in any financial circumstance.
“How badly do you want to find your nephew? Tell me where he is” (Hosseini 255).
At this moment Amir is all in. He has faced his fear and is ready to redeem himself. At this moment Amir becomes courageous knowing that he will be beaten up badly.
As Amir’s character has changed throughout his life, he was able to learn when to be selfless rather than selfish. “In the end we're won over by Amir's compassion and his determination to atone for his youthful cowardice” (New York Times). He shows compassion by trying to help Sohrab. He is acting as a father-like figure to Sohrab to try to make his life a little bit