It was raining in the evening, the outside were as cold as the snow dropping in the winter. My body was not feeling well; I still have felt the pain of being left by someone. How pretentious I am to say, the truth is I did not have somebody to be left with. I never tried to be with someone I liked, someone I loved. Now I’m experiencing the longing of being with someone who would take care of me and appreciate the things you never think people would appreciate. “I need someone right now. .. “ This is what my mind keeps on murmuring until I fell out of sleep.
Now I have awake from the dream that I could not relate with. Though it’s good, but the fact that I became the President of the America is quite impossible. Is there someone I could dream to be with, like someone who’s a prince or a handsome chef maybe? How loathsome indeed, I was not dreaming this kind of stuffs because it’s always been either an alien or a monster that was chasing me all the time. Well, it’s not new anymore, my life is pretty the same with my dreams the difference is that it is really happening and it’s much worse. Now, I’m hoping that someone could take the curse out of me or should we say kiss me to wake me up from all these bad dreams I am having, like sleeping beauty. Oh wait, did I say sleeping beauty? I guess it is sleeping Ugly. There are lot of beautiful girls out there, and I don’t think someone would notice me but I think yes, if they see all the zits I have covering my face.
How hard it is for an ordinary girl to be extraordinary, it is very hard. Life was giving me a hard time. When was the time I felt like life was good to me. As far as I have remembered, it was when I was a child inside my mother’s womb.