Theme Of Grendel In Beowulf

Grendel was not human, he was an animal that eats anything he sees around him. Grendel was a lonely beast, he did not have any relationship with any human being. His Mother was the only person he knew since he was a little child. Grendel’s mother loved him is some different ways, but he was not sure about that. “I understood that, finally and absolutely, I alone exist. All the rest, I saw, is merely what pushes me, or what I push against, blindly as blindly as all that is not myself pushes back.” (P.22). He feels like his mother and he was the only being exist, but he also feels that he was separate from her. When he was crying, she would hold him against her. “Thus I fled, ridiculous hairy creature torn apart by poetry crawling, whimpering, streaming tears, across the world like a two-headed beast, like mixed up lamb
The dragon rebuffs each of Grendel’s questions with a cold, empirical retort. The dragon refuses to let Grendel slip into what he feels are negative emotions. “ I was Grendel, Ruiner of Mead Halls, Wrecker of kings! But also, as never before, I was alone.” (P.80) We are given an intriguing backdrop into internal battle the lost Grendel attempts to find a purpose in any part or role in life, even that Grendel is the monster. Grendel is merely portrayed as an emotionless, unintelligent furious monster incapable of anything beside hate and murder. “Tedium is the worst pain.” (P.138) Grendel life is filled with violence and hate, Grendel’s boredom torments him more. Being lived for a long time and invulnerable to weapons has made the person he is now. He does not get surprises or thrills for life any longer. He fights as much out of habit as to achieve any real goal in his