My mother who was terminally ill and hospitalized for treatment, died a year later. People at the orphanage told me she had passed on but refused to take me to her burial ceremony. She was diagnosed with her mental illness around the same time he was sentenced to prison. It was because of the shallow and feeling less guardians at the orphanage that I was forced to escape the orphanage and seek refuge of my own and try to find my own self. It was official; I had no one left in my life. No friends, no family and no guardians. As I became older, less informed and in touch with reality, I became fragile and weak mentally and physically. I turned to alcohol, drugs and theft to solve my problems. I raged with anger inside because I could not find answers to how a perfect, fun loving and honest person could commit a crime and abandon me after everything we shared together, and the most important thing being our love for each other. However that was farfetched from the reality of my life now. My life turned out to be worthless, after several attempts of trying to commit suicide through illegal substances and breaking into cars and homes, I was busted by a police officer and sentenced to juvenile jail until I turned 18. My life in prison was more chaotic.
My mother who was terminally ill and hospitalized for treatment, died a year later. People at the orphanage told me she had passed on but refused to take me to her burial ceremony. She was diagnosed with her mental illness around the same time he was sentenced to prison. It was because of the shallow and feeling less guardians at the orphanage that I was forced to escape the orphanage and seek refuge of my own and try to find my own self. It was official; I had no one left in my life. No friends, no family and no guardians. As I became older, less informed and in touch with reality, I became fragile and weak mentally and physically. I turned to alcohol, drugs and theft to solve my problems. I raged with anger inside because I could not find answers to how a perfect, fun loving and honest person could commit a crime and abandon me after everything we shared together, and the most important thing being our love for each other. However that was farfetched from the reality of my life now. My life turned out to be worthless, after several attempts of trying to commit suicide through illegal substances and breaking into cars and homes, I was busted by a police officer and sentenced to juvenile jail until I turned 18. My life in prison was more chaotic.