was kill due to his age and his responsibility as a husband and as a father was more important to him, he stopped pursuing his dream and became a garbage collector for the department of sanitation. This job gave him the opportunity to provide for his family; however it also made him frustrated and upset, due to the fact that he felt stuck in life.
All his frustration made him seemed and perceive as insensitive and uncaring man towards his family especially towards his sons. Troy’s frustration and lack of affection towards his children was related to the relationship between him and his father. Troy’s father was an abusive man, whom for no reason beat him up for no reason. His relationship with his father created aggression, emotional distress, and bitterness.
Troy’s inability to show affection and his inability to express himself, made Troy seemed as a selfish and controlling man, when in reality he didn’t know how to deal with his reality and life obstacle.
Troy felt that his life was at stand and that he had nothing going for him. All his uncontrollable emotions, alcohol consumption, and aggressive behavior pushed away his younger son away. His behavior and attitude also led him to have an affair; an affair that according to him made him feel different and alive. An affair that came with a high price to paid. An affair that almost cause him his marriage and his life
stability.