Victim Vs Villain

And you stare at it happen, as it happens right in front of you, and say no. Just, no. It can't work out like this. It's not supposed to end like this. In what kind of fucked up story does the bad guy win? In what kind of story does the victim end up in disbelief that she never got the justice she deserved.
That's when you realize you're the villain. But no, the other person's not innocent either, they're the villain too. They're worse than you, but you're still the villain, because you let it get this way. Everything's your fault.
And you hate everyone. And you hate yourself. And you hate everything. And your so filled with hate that you just want to end it all. And then you realize that if you do that, you'll be hated even more, and that