Annabel was Humbert’s first love. Annabel, although fading in Humbert’s memory, is portrayed as a vibrant, guiltless, beauty. Presumed to be a virgin, Annabel represents the innocence of youth and fragile buddings of sexuality. He claims that “we were madly, clumsily, shamelessly, agonizingly in love with each other.” Humbert was an adolescent himself at this time, both were young, naïve, and flush with new unexplained desires. Despite many attempts to be intimate, the young lovers, like Lolita, could not grasp the implications sex had to adults, “she saw the stark act merely as part of a youngster’s furtive world…what adults did for procreation was no business of hers.” Tragically, their experience was snuffed by Annabel’s abrupt death, “four months later she died of typhus.” This calamity permanently altered Humbert’s state of mind, instead of recovering from grief he fixated himself on the love he lost, “Annabel’s death consolidated… a permanent obstacle to any further romance throughout the cold years of my youth,” his
Annabel was Humbert’s first love. Annabel, although fading in Humbert’s memory, is portrayed as a vibrant, guiltless, beauty. Presumed to be a virgin, Annabel represents the innocence of youth and fragile buddings of sexuality. He claims that “we were madly, clumsily, shamelessly, agonizingly in love with each other.” Humbert was an adolescent himself at this time, both were young, naïve, and flush with new unexplained desires. Despite many attempts to be intimate, the young lovers, like Lolita, could not grasp the implications sex had to adults, “she saw the stark act merely as part of a youngster’s furtive world…what adults did for procreation was no business of hers.” Tragically, their experience was snuffed by Annabel’s abrupt death, “four months later she died of typhus.” This calamity permanently altered Humbert’s state of mind, instead of recovering from grief he fixated himself on the love he lost, “Annabel’s death consolidated… a permanent obstacle to any further romance throughout the cold years of my youth,” his