Emmett reliving that horrific night, “I unbuckle my belt. My pants drop to the ground. I bend and kiss her, my hands on her shoulders, my tongue thrust deep in her mouth. She does not reciprocate, but neither does she clamp her mouth shut or resist. Her eyes remain open, her body taut but not rigid” (41). Throughout the rest of his time with her, he could not look her in the eyes without feeling pain. He wronged the person he would grow to care for, to want to protect from prying eyes, from lustful men. Furthermore, he would be forever regretful for joining the army, for agreeing to become a Gendarme. The Gendarmes were in charge of deporting thousands of Armenians to Syria, they, however, abuse their power. Being one of them, Emmett simply accepted this as how things were. Emmett says this to Araxie, “The Armenians cannot have it both ways. Perhaps it is a good thing that we should be separated. Perhaps we were never meant to live together (58). Emmett truly believed his words in that moment, but as his journey continues, he soon comes to realize his mistake. Deported and labeled traitors, a fate all Armenians had to
Emmett reliving that horrific night, “I unbuckle my belt. My pants drop to the ground. I bend and kiss her, my hands on her shoulders, my tongue thrust deep in her mouth. She does not reciprocate, but neither does she clamp her mouth shut or resist. Her eyes remain open, her body taut but not rigid” (41). Throughout the rest of his time with her, he could not look her in the eyes without feeling pain. He wronged the person he would grow to care for, to want to protect from prying eyes, from lustful men. Furthermore, he would be forever regretful for joining the army, for agreeing to become a Gendarme. The Gendarmes were in charge of deporting thousands of Armenians to Syria, they, however, abuse their power. Being one of them, Emmett simply accepted this as how things were. Emmett says this to Araxie, “The Armenians cannot have it both ways. Perhaps it is a good thing that we should be separated. Perhaps we were never meant to live together (58). Emmett truly believed his words in that moment, but as his journey continues, he soon comes to realize his mistake. Deported and labeled traitors, a fate all Armenians had to