She could hardly force someone to like her, something that was more and more apparent all the time. All she could do was her best to not let them down when they needed her. She wasn’t exactly sure how well she was doing on that front either, but she must have been doing something right. After all, she was still here wasn’t she? At least with the Rudesheim mission, she had something she could contribute. If nothing else she could see if these rumors about bombs were true and dismantle what she could… or at least put them to better use. Making her opinion known only bought her more thinly veiled hostility. She’d thought that maybe he would appreciate the logic behind her statement, but that was hardly going to …show more content…
The idea actually held some interest for the young woman, she could potentially be in and out before anyone knew she was there and then just LET them blow the whole thing to hell. Then she might need to go MIA, maybe even fake her own death. But that wouldn’t be so bad, would it? [color=#86c8db][b]"Well I did say [i]I[/i] should go there. But I wouldn’t go alone, I’d take Lola with me!"[/b][/color] Lola was the name she’d given to her stun gun, the only real means she had of deterring an attack, not lethal and only a minor annoyance to some supernaturals, but enough to get out of a sticky situation… most of the time. [color=#86c8db][b]"I think you might get reprimanded if you let me go with only Lola to keep me company, though, especially knowing how much I love a good boom."[/b][/color] She had not once said he had to go with her, as their leader he had the power to put her with someone else, like Dal, or Cas if he thought it was a good idea. Honestly, she didn’t but she’d already ventured as much of an opinion as she dared. Not that he cared. Contrary Wise he could simply choose another mission for them. It was more and rarer these days that Bianca even bothered to make a suggestion since he didn’t listen to them anyway, no matter how well thought out or sensible they might be. For all she knew he liked the idea of one of the others trying to dismantle a bomb and