"hi everybody, welcome to the wednesday meeting, yep yep.um everybody give it up for eli, first of all, who's been offthe meth for a whole month now, and his wife's getting outof jail next thursday, is that right? anyway we've got a new speakertoday so big round of applause for this young man here."it's been about a week nowI'm startin' to get weak nowI wake up at 11:30 that's when I start getting thirsty andI don't know what it isall I know there's a bottle in the fridgewith my name on itif I want it'cause I'm an alcoholic and I knowyeah hi my name is Tom I'm an addictcan't really remember just how long I been at itI'm guessin that this happened like a pattern and a problemcause my father's a fiend andso was mum so its somethin' like part of my genesbut it's hard to get clean but its hard to sustainbut at the end of it I really can only answer to meand it's the way it is I truly learned thatso don't give me all that "Channeling the universe" crapthats a load of s**t I ain't tryna' to pass the blamelike it's just a part of fateand I ain't got a part to playcause if that's the case then I really can't escapemight as well just start the day with a glass of chardonnaylike my dad does thinking that time can never catch usfollowing my nose kinda like my bro Haz doesbut I'm scared I'll end up in a home like daz wasthat dude went mad once,but na f**k that buzzI'm looking for a little morebut s**t is rawcause its just a little short walk to the liquor store,a little more to middlemoremy mind keeps saying "this is what I'm living for" but my liver isn't sureit's 6 In the mornin' we're about to close the clubbut we know the owner so we're there until they open upand that's why I'm broke as f**k bank account Golden Duckblowing bucks on these drugs going nuts tryna' sober upI woke up Friday morninglying on the floor in a one man cellhe said I punched that C**Tstablehow many lies can one man telland now I'm on probationI'm getting
"hi everybody, welcome to the wednesday meeting, yep yep.um everybody give it up for eli, first of all, who's been offthe meth for a whole month now, and his wife's getting outof jail next thursday, is that right? anyway we've got a new speakertoday so big round of applause for this young man here."it's been about a week nowI'm startin' to get weak nowI wake up at 11:30 that's when I start getting thirsty andI don't know what it isall I know there's a bottle in the fridgewith my name on itif I want it'cause I'm an alcoholic and I knowyeah hi my name is Tom I'm an addictcan't really remember just how long I been at itI'm guessin that this happened like a pattern and a problemcause my father's a fiend andso was mum so its somethin' like part of my genesbut it's hard to get clean but its hard to sustainbut at the end of it I really can only answer to meand it's the way it is I truly learned thatso don't give me all that "Channeling the universe" crapthats a load of s**t I ain't tryna' to pass the blamelike it's just a part of fateand I ain't got a part to playcause if that's the case then I really can't escapemight as well just start the day with a glass of chardonnaylike my dad does thinking that time can never catch usfollowing my nose kinda like my bro Haz doesbut I'm scared I'll end up in a home like daz wasthat dude went mad once,but na f**k that buzzI'm looking for a little morebut s**t is rawcause its just a little short walk to the liquor store,a little more to middlemoremy mind keeps saying "this is what I'm living for" but my liver isn't sureit's 6 In the mornin' we're about to close the clubbut we know the owner so we're there until they open upand that's why I'm broke as f**k bank account Golden Duckblowing bucks on these drugs going nuts tryna' sober upI woke up Friday morninglying on the floor in a one man cellhe said I punched that C**Tstablehow many lies can one man telland now I'm on probationI'm getting