“I had turned into a sadist- an out-and-out sadist.”(134,Sijie) This was after the period of time where he devoured all the western literature he had stolen. Prior to that period of time, he was a rather timid boy but after reading the books, he had changed to one that is able to embrace his nature such as his sadist one upon discovering it by accident. The narrator choosing to embrace it as opposed to keeping it smothered within him reflects the ideals of individualism that he had learned. Similarly to how he learned about himself, he also becomes more emotionally mature which can be seen through him solving an unwanted pregnacy
“I had turned into a sadist- an out-and-out sadist.”(134,Sijie) This was after the period of time where he devoured all the western literature he had stolen. Prior to that period of time, he was a rather timid boy but after reading the books, he had changed to one that is able to embrace his nature such as his sadist one upon discovering it by accident. The narrator choosing to embrace it as opposed to keeping it smothered within him reflects the ideals of individualism that he had learned. Similarly to how he learned about himself, he also becomes more emotionally mature which can be seen through him solving an unwanted pregnacy