At the same time, found himself growing admiration towards his teachers more, because he felt that he can relate to them more and is aware of his interests. “A few minutes later, I heard my father speak to my teacher and felt ashamed of his labored, accented words...” “My teacher was so outspoken her words were edged sharp and clean...” (Rodriguez 19).
Afterwards, it has developed to the point where he started to lose his social skills. As he couldn’t communicate on a certain level with other children and family, Richard became self-conscious. In result, felt like an outsider, not enjoying life as he should. “Since the studies were put first before anything else, he was succeeding on a mental level. But on a psychical level, he felt unconfident. Rodriguez then stumbles across a book called "scholarship boy." By Richard Hoggart. It’s about this particular scholarship boy who arises from two cultural extremes. Richard feels that his experiences are very much similar to those like the scholarship boy. He feels such close ties to the scholarship boy, in which he starts to refer to himself as