Though no gift was ever enough to keep the hard working Carolina out of the favela, she did everything in her power to keep her children nourished and as happy as possible without the help of the government or her children's fathers. (The father of her daughter, Vera, did eventually start donating a few hundred cruzeiros in the latest part of the 1950s, but it was never enough to do much good.) Carolina spent her days picking up and selling trash and trying to make enough to provide her family with food and some of the essentials while trying to raise her children to be good people and …show more content…
protecting them from the criminals and brutal lifestyle of the favela. This was more than most residents of the favela did, but it was not enough for Carolina. She also kept a concise record of the injustice that she endured for being not only poor but also black during these years. This journal was later published and helped to educate the world on the injustice and inequities endured by thousands of nameless people every day; it also provided her family the resources necessary to get out of the favela.
On page forty-three of Carolina Maria de Jesus records having thought to herself " ah money! It kills and it makes hate take root." This statement encompasses everything that results from money, or the lack of. Poverty brings people to their lowest state. People living in poverty are forced to work the lowliest jobs, beg, cheat, steal, and perform every despicable action necessary in order to survive. Morale drops and these people are left living in destitution with no self-esteem and the capability of doing whatever it takes to keep from being hungry, cold, and homeless. Many turn against one another for their own gain.
Poverty stricken parents have an even more terrifying role than most. Like Carolina, they must spend every moment worrying about the welfare of their children. They must make sure that their children are fed and healthy while tending to the normal needs of children such as their education and moral upbringing. It must be difficult enough to have to scrimp, save, and struggle to find your next meal, but to worry about one or more children is a cross that not many would be willing to bear.
Many people who live in poverty give up hope and eventually end up committing suicide; they see it as their only escape from these seemingly inescapable conditions.
Some of those who manage to go on living turn to vices such as alcohol or prostitution as a means of escape or income. These people have created even larger problems for themselves that they must deal with before they can even begin to find a way out of poverty. These people are looked down upon by higher classes in society, and often receive little or no aid, so they are forced to bring their children up in these desolate conditions. Their children often learn the vices of their parents, which makes poverty a cruel and unending
cycle.
Not all people who live impoverished lives turn to these vices. Some, like Carolina, live for the good of their families and work hard and sacrifice every day in an attempt to escape the curse of poverty. Carolina was blessed with a good education and the motivation to keep a diary for over five years. Her gritty description of live in the favela shined a new light on the poverty-stricken people of Sao Paolo and finally allowed her to get her family out. Carolina's desperate struggles were a common occurrence; unfortunately, her escape from poverty was not.