When my father passed away, I felt everything in my life died, because I knew I would never see him, I would never talk to him and I will never be the same happy daughter. My father died from kidney failure when I was 22 years old, and he left a family that it consist of three sisters and one brother younger than me and my mom with unstable and hard business. At that days, I thought I couldn’t deal with this great responsibility, but when I remembered his encouragement and his advice about my life, study, and work also his words in my dream, I understand that he prepared me for hard events like his death and family matters.
September 24, 2000 was significant day in my life and I would never forgotten that day until I will pass away like my dad. In the morning of that day, I was very scared because I had an awful dream about my father. In the dream, my father was shaking hands with every member in my family and talking to everyone about his or her life. Then came to me and asked me to take care my family and whispered in my ear that he would leave soon. When I woke up and tried to go to my job, I talked and reminded myself that it was just dream and maybe I had negative thinking about my life and work. …show more content…
When I entered the house I saw my father was sitting on the chair and reading a newspaper. I was very happy because I saw him in good health and that dream was only a sad movie. Then I went to my room to take a quick shower and came back to the kitchen to eat my lunch. By the time I ate my lunch, my father asked my mother to open all windows. Then he put the newspaper on the table beside him. After that, he asked me to take him to the hospital because his breathing wasn’t stable. At that time, I started to get worried, and the scary dream came back to my mind, but I tried to be stronger because I saw my sisters who were so