I was not born in America and I came here at tender age being able to speak, read, and write in a different language, Cambodian. I had to learn English to assimilate with a new country but I had little help. My mother had an intense schedule everyday in order to get her three child to three different schools, work, and make food for us. My sister and brothers had their own problems with the language so the only support I receive for my english is from school. However, my school was not sufficient so I had to go to the library. That is where I learn the language well enough to survive. The library had tapes of certain books and that was what I started out with. From there on, I developed my bank of vocabulary, developed my skills in context clues, and started comprehending the world in English. As a result of this, I could understand, read, and write in English proficiently but I came lacking in my reading aloud and speaking skills. I had notice as I grew up that I could not read as well as others nor could as fast or as easily without stuttering. My journey to overcome the language barrier was not something I could tackle all at once but it was a process in which I work on the skills that I am lacking …show more content…
As a child, my parents set my goals for me and it was to get a PH.D. go to Harvard. I have always appreciated them for pushing towards the right path and making sure I will always do my best but I lacked confidence. As I grew up, I started to compare myself to other kid my age. Even in my strongest subject like math, I compared myself to other people who do better than me. I lacked the confidence to accomplish the goals that were before me and I distance myself from these goals by saying that they were what my parents wanted for me and not something I choose myself. It was not until I went to Poly Pace that I got my confidence. I was surrounded by people who worked their hardest,faced challenges head on and push through them so that they can achieve their goal. I was aspired and I look at myself. I want to get into an great school or get a PH.D. not just for my parent but for my own future. I am able to apply for the LBCPA program because I am not comparing myself to other students and saying that they have better chance than me. This is me saying that I can accomplish what I want for my future and I wish the LBCPA will give me a chance and help me show what I can