man is missing because it is quite hard to lose yourself. What the man is saying is he does not know who he really is. He doesn't mean he does not know his name, age, or where he lives, he means he does not know himself deep down inside. He does not know his true self. Justice writes "He knows how they have waited(5)` With the learned patience of barbers(6)` In small shops, idle(7)` Stropping their razors(8)." What he means by the authorities "waiting" like barbers is that he has led this long life of being confused about himself and possibly other things too and he has reached a point where he may reach out for help to find himself and fix his confusion. The word patience in the two lines "He knows how they have waited(5)` With the learned patience of barbers(6)" is very important in showing that he has felt this confusion about who he is for a very long time. Someone has to have patience to wait for something, just like barbers who sit "stropping their razors(8)" until their next haircut comes along. Whoever is going to help this man find himself, whether it is someone else or himself, they have waited a long time. This makes the reader believe he may be slightly older, maybe middle aged or older. The lines "But now that these spaces in his life(9)` Stare up at him blankly(10)` Waiting to be filled in(11)` He does not know how to begin(12)" is about all of the things he really hasn't experienced or taken part in. The word "blankly(10)" shows that his "spaces in his life(9)" are literally spaces. These spaces are literally "waiting to be filled in(11)" with something that he does in his life that holds some value. "Afraid that he may not answer(13)` To his description of himself(14)` He asks for a mirror(15)`. They reassure him(16)` That he can be nowhere(17)` But wherever he finds himself(18)` From moment to moment(19)` Which, for the moment, is here(20)." When the man says he is afraid he may not answer to the description of himself(13, 14), he doesn't mean he can't describe his physical features, he means he couldn't describe to someone what kind of person he is personality wise. This is because he does not know what kind of person he is, which is the main dilemma Donald Justice's poem. When he asks for a mirror(15), he is trying to find out who he is, not what he looks like. Then the authorities tell him that "he can be nowhere(17)` but wherever he finds himself(18)` from moment to moment(19)` which, for the moment, is here(20)." What they mean by this is that he is who he is and that he needs to accept himself. He needs to live in this moment, right now, not in any other time. "And he might like to believe them(21)` But in the mirror(22)` He sees what is missing(23)`. It is himself(24)." Lines twenty one through twenty four are basically saying that he is analyzing himself and he finds that something in himself is missing. He does not mean physically, in fact he is probably not even looking at a mirror. He is only analyzing his interior self, his brain and how it works, not his exterior self. "He sees there emerging(25)` Slowly, as from the dark(26)` Of a furnished room(27)` Only by darkness(28)` One who receives no mail(29)` And is known to the landlady only(30)` For keeping himself to himself(31)." The emerging person he speaks of is himself.
When he says that he is emerging "Slowly, as from the dark(26)" he means that he is slowly coming out of a depression and finding himself. The furnished room that is only by darkness(27, 28) and the landlady(30) show three different things. The landlady(30) shows the fact that he is not known by other people(30, 31) and the only reason they know one another is because he gives her his rent. The darkness(28) represents depression and his room(27) represents how he is all alone, depressed, living a life he does not quite understand or know even though it is his life. In the last three lines "And for whom it will be years yet(32)` Before he can trust to the light(33)` This last disguise, himself(34)" The word "light(33)" represents the rest of the world. He is saying that it will be a multiple years(32) before he can really show his true self(34) to the rest of the world. This is a really important part of Justice's poem, because through all of the mans obvious struggles with his identity, he is saying that eventually he will find himself and show his true identity to the rest of the
world. Donald Justice's poem has many dark but uplifting emotions in it. He talks about how a man has no clue who he really is deep down inside and it seems at this particular time the mans only passion is to find out who he really is, what he's really all about. As the poem goes on the man reveals his depression, or darkness(26, 28). He also reveals that he is coming out of depression (25, 26, 27, 28) and that at one point he will find himself and show his true self to other people. Donald Justice's poem is moving in the fact that it shows a man with really nothing going on for him except sadness and a loss of who he really but he is trying to change that and find out who he really is and hopefully make something of himself. That's the magic in this poem, it leaves the reader to decide what happened to the lost man. Will he stay confused about who he is or will he find himself and become your average guy? That's up to the reader to decide.