Epilogue To Ernest's Death

Oh! Fondly I had known what it feels like to be in love, I had started searching for it a long time ago. This is so… so… overwhelming! It is so strong that I can feel it right now; warming up my heart, my soul and each one of my bones.
[Picks up a flower from the garden and twirls around]
Oh! But how unexpected love is! When I first met Ernest I did not know what to think about him, I did not know if he would be what I had imagined so I was extremely nervous. He was so absurd, so confusing yet so attractive. He was kind, but I felt as if he was giving a double meaning to everything he said. From the description Uncle Jack gave me, Ernest seemed to be a mischievous, unmannerly and rude young man. I thought he was going to be so defiant, so apathetic, with no respect for his
How could I be so judgmental? Now I know better, I know what a charming gentleman Earnest is, I know he is the love of my life and I won’t ever let anything come between us, my happiness can only be by his side, being his bride and him being my dear husband. The most joyful part is: Earnest loves me too, he does!
Oh it is such a blessing to know all the affectionate, feelings he has for me. I know he has not exactly told me he is in love with me yet, but… that is just because he is such a gentleman and he knows that it would be most inappropriate and indecorous to tell a young lady he loves her, if we are not already married…which we will be, it is only a matter of time before I can call myself his wife, the only woman he will ever love.
What have I been thinking?! I cannot marry Ernest. Uncle Jack would not allow that to happen. I used to be in love with his old butler, Sam. He was so kind and so caring. One day, when we were outside near the garden and he proposed to me. But then uncle Jack saw us and he shouted with anger and… and… he send Sam back home. I wonder if that is why he has got an old butler now. But Ernest is his brother. He would not say no about his brother, would