Everynight, I dream about this young little girl struggling and restraining from the eyes of the criminal filled with desire, she struggles to move her body from the heavy weight that holds her, her throat bumbles for help as she gasp for air. – Helpless and lost. None has come to help her.
The same nightmare haunts me every time I close my eyes. It only reminds me more about my tragic history, the girl reminds me about the girl I know, nothing is distinct I WAS SHE.
CHAPTER ONE
News about me was spreading widely around South Korea.
Me, being mentally ill,
Me, having double personality,
Me, destroying my boyfriends’ future
It surely is difficult to be in relationship with a famous superstar.
The truth is, I don’t care about their endless criticism. I love my boyfriend, I will never give up our relationship even though it makes me look selfish.
Tonight, I received an unexpected invitation from the person who I knew has hatred in me. Park Ji Seo invited me to meet him for personal reasons. And that personal reason was all about me and my boyfriend, Shin Joon Ho.
Park Ji Seo has been Joon Ho’s manager ever since he started singing. He wanted to talk about the rumours and the way how to end it.
Ji Seo’s words linger in my mind, slowly processing inside my tiny brain.
“Break up with him?” I repeated his words to make sure that I heard it right.
Ji Seo then kept his glare in me as we sit inside the Glish café. He has been really pushy about me breaking up with Joon Ho, but I never listen.
“I will never do it.” I grin.
He shrugs and leans back, keeping his glare and smirk. I hated it when he does this, he’s just going to push me more.
“Even though it means he’ll lose his career?” he speaks out, as expected he’s going to push it. This conversation has become more and more predictable, which means I need to walk out.
“I’m off Ji Seo.” I stood up and grab my purse in the