She stated how she would try to maintain appearances to avoid being called out by her mother and family members on her drinking. Cassandra had always been an honor student, she enjoyed participating in the debate team and has recently been appointed the president of her class. Meanwhile, during her active addictions, she started losing most of her friends since grammar school and could no longer keep straight lies she was telling her family. At one point her mother had consulted a doctor as she noticed that her daughter was losing weight and she thought her daughter was suffering from an eating disorder due to all the stress and depression the family was facing but the truth is that Cassandra didn’t like to eat because it was easier to get drunk on an empty stomach. Her grades started slipping and Cassandra started to skip school to drink and use drugs. She could no longer keep up a good front in front of her family. She then started experiencing serious blackouts and when she would wake up waves of remorse and regret invaded her life. It was in that time and moment that she knew if she continued to destroy her life with Alcohol and the next time she experienced a blackout the possibility of not waking up was terrifying to her.
With tears in her eyes Cassandra wanted to let the new comers know that although she was proudly celebrating