How Does Winston Change Throughout The Book 1984

The feeling of not being able to think your own thoughts keep secrets, and not even being able to have the slightest bit of a relationship. Not being able have any memories or recollection. This was the reality that took place in the book 1984 by George Orwell. How a certain individual found himself in society was a very slippery slope. The Character was Winston and throughout the book in changed back in forth between what he thought and what was happening. At the beginning of the book Winston was just somebody who lived there life with no intrest of care. But one day he had sat down at his desk and started writing.“To mark the paper was the decisive act. In small clumsy letters he wrote.”(7) Even though he knew he was barely anything in society. He was doing something that was very frowned upon in his world. He started thinking about if he could make any type of change in his life and others. He had to live through this while he still could be in huge trouble. He was still feeling this when he met an individual who went by the name o'brien and
He was caught by the thought police. Winston was wanting so much to find his way into society. After he was caught he was beaten and brainwashed. “ do it to julia, do it to julia!not me!Julia!I don't care what you do to her. Tear her face off, strip her to the bones. Not me!” (286). This showed that even a man who had wanted so bad to create and find his way in society was able to be tricked and basically was put into what he may have not wanted. The government was controlling every aspect of life and basically taking away the person's life and memories. After this he went back to living as he did when he had just gone along with society and every other person being controlled. WInston trying to find himself in society I thought really had him but into a spot he really didn't want to be but was forced to