It is Gogol’s senior year of college, on his way home from the station where Ashoke picks up Gogol, that Ashoke finally reveals Gogol's true namesake. Stunned and ashamed, Gogol feels that “the sound of his pet name, uttered by his father as he has been accustomed to hearing it all his life, means something completely new.”(Ch.5, P. 124) Gogol is stunned because he has never imagined the accident in which his father almost died and what his name truly signifies, and he is ashamed for not knowing the story until the moment and for changing his name without knowing its true meaning. At this moment, he finally sees his identity in his pet name because it turns out that his name represents his father’s rescue as well as all the events that followed the accidents, the happiness and difficulties his family went through in the U.S.. This becomes the turning point at which Gogol comes to accept his name consciously and willingly. And yet, his attitude toward his pet name seems to be enhanced as he grows older. As his mother Ashima decides to move to her home country for six month and to sell her house, Gogol comes back home to clean his room. Upon finding the book his father gave him on his fourteenth birthday, Gogol reveals his thought, “without people in the world to call
It is Gogol’s senior year of college, on his way home from the station where Ashoke picks up Gogol, that Ashoke finally reveals Gogol's true namesake. Stunned and ashamed, Gogol feels that “the sound of his pet name, uttered by his father as he has been accustomed to hearing it all his life, means something completely new.”(Ch.5, P. 124) Gogol is stunned because he has never imagined the accident in which his father almost died and what his name truly signifies, and he is ashamed for not knowing the story until the moment and for changing his name without knowing its true meaning. At this moment, he finally sees his identity in his pet name because it turns out that his name represents his father’s rescue as well as all the events that followed the accidents, the happiness and difficulties his family went through in the U.S.. This becomes the turning point at which Gogol comes to accept his name consciously and willingly. And yet, his attitude toward his pet name seems to be enhanced as he grows older. As his mother Ashima decides to move to her home country for six month and to sell her house, Gogol comes back home to clean his room. Upon finding the book his father gave him on his fourteenth birthday, Gogol reveals his thought, “without people in the world to call