Monologue From The Apparent's Room

SCENE ONE:
Karson: “Nothing haunts me like the words I never said.”
Baylee: “I can’t even begin to wrap my head around what happened one year ago, today. I’ve never done one of these before today. I haven’t even been to a funeral. I didn’t go to Karson’s funeral. I couldn’t bear the sight of him leaving me behind. So I guess I’ll just start with the memories we had together.”
(Baylee begins to reminisce the times they had together)
Baylee: “Karson, quit it. QUIT IT! Stop messing with my hair! It’s bad enough as it is, I don’t need you making it worse.”
Karson: (off stage) “Your hair is perfect just the way it is. Even if I mess it up.”
Baylee: “Now, I just wish he wouldn’t have stopped. If I could just have him give me one of his stupid ‘half-hugs’, I would never let him go.
He would always hate it but now I realize how much he meant to me. Puff meant the world to me.
You know, I would always get annoyed when he would go on one of his rants on how he would never be good enough for anyone.”
Karson: “Everywhere I turned, I hurt someone”
Baylee: “How he was so dishonest to everyone”
Karson: “Of all the things that I hid from you, I can’t hide the shame”
Baylee: “How afraid he was, that he might hurt me”
Karson: “I pray someone or something would come to take away the pain”
Baylee: “How hard life was for