Over the summer after my first 8th grade year was over with, I started to work on my game. I travelled to places such as California and New Hampshire. I was away from my family and barely had time to speak with them over the phone and see how things were going back at home. All i knew was basketball when i was away, it started to become a lifestyle.It was an eat, sleep, breathe basketball mentality, I was waking up at 5 in the morning for early morning drills and up till 11 for open workout sessions. I was taking advantage of time I had to work on my craft, I began to establish a work ethic that was addicting and my body would strive for. I learned how to lean towards my own understanding and began making decisions like a man, after all, I was alone for 5 weeks of my life with no family support—something I was not used to. But having them linger in my mind, was my motivation. I made it through those 5 weeks but when I came back home my work didn't stop I had the eye of the tiger. I was at the peak of my game going into my second 8th grade year, and I couldn’t wait to show my school the work I was putting in over the …show more content…
But i was struggling to find that quickness, vertical jump, and jump shot, I had mastered over the summer. I was still struggling with the fact that my father wasn't around anymore, he was the main person i had supporting me. Months go by and the winter seasons passes, I failed to regain my status of elite play i had crafted over the summer. This hurt me tremendously and I was fed up with trying. My strong mentality, had been broken down, and I couldn't help but cry. The day I realized this I went straight to my room once i got home from school, stuck my face in the pillow and began to let out all the emotions that i was holding in. I missed my father with all my heart, and i knew we came along way from this whole basketball journey. He put just as much time and effort i did when i was in the gym working. I was growing more and more depressed as days went by, I had given up on my basketball dreams, and my best friend wasn't here to go through this depression with me. I was scared to tell him that I gave up on basketball, after all he did invest lots of time and money into it and i didn't want to come off as a