In the spring of my freshman year I auditioned for a spot on the snare line and I got it. I had wanted to be a snare player since my sixth grade year and I had finally made it, but something had changed. I used to think being a snare meant that you were the best of the best and everything else was second rate. After being in front ensemble for a year and going to snare the next year, I realized that neither one was better or worse than the other. They were just different from each other.
With this new information, my entire outlook on life changed. As ridiculous as it may seem, there was a time for me when I only cared about my own interests and I thought everything else was irrelevant. With this mindset, I was very arrogant, close minded and I never entertained the idea that I could possibly enjoy something that I wasn’t already interested in. Because of this, I’ve already missed out on so many opportunities and I now understand that if you go through life thinking like that, then you’ll never get to experience it to the fullest. I learned all of this because I was forced into front ensemble my freshman year.
What started out as an unfortunate circumstance, ended up changing my entire life for the better. Even though the cause for my new mindset was just something that happened in high school band, it has really changed the way that I think and how I see experience