Personal Narrative-Who's To Blame?

I woke with the seal of my capsule opening and the temperature inside increasing The ice around me melting. It has been 50 years since China nuked us across the map. The year was 2025 U.S and China had been locked in war 7 years before they bombed us. I try not to think that it’s my fault as I’m the one who had killed the top power of China who had already been on the brink of nuking us already, it’s hard to think that it’s not my fault I tell myself I’m the one who pushed it over the edge. Now whats up above is a mystery to me, I’ve been 200 feet underground for the last 50 years. As I got out I felt my body wake my muscles up. I found it difficult to move and difficult to stand on the ground, as I haven’t done it for a while. I saw a monitor
I had them I heard a click the safety came off one of their guns after that three gunshots all mine, I had hit all three targets all had got fatal shots all dead in an instant. I looked at the dog it looked like he wanted to attack before I shot the three. I petted it went back to its calm state and went to search the bodies. I found 4 bottles of water with marker labeling purified on it, more pain pills, a holster for my pistol and got a rifle with a holster (30 rounds). Not even a day in and I already hate the new world I’m faced. People eating dogs making them suffer and people looking like they own go-karts decorated with skulls. I looked back the dog and started talking to it “Well boy I guess you safe now,” it poked its head up looked at me and turned it’s head in confusion, I thought about it and decided to call the dog bullseye. “How about I call you Bullseye...do you like that name boy?” Bullseye barked at me in return “I’ll take that as a yes,” I gave him a bottled water and drank one. I rested in the shade for a while. I got up and whistled for my new dog and started walking trying to create a plan, I almost done with my plan when I heard shots, yelling, and Bullseye took off towards the