Reality Of Lying

Joey, I don't know the extent of your knowledge regarding the reality of of how things lie, so I am going to tell it like it is. For myself and Chrissy, and for you. I believe you are going to be unable, or unwilling to accept and move on from this reality until you know what the reality is, how can you know where you want to be if you don't know where you are? Here it is. Chrissy and I took each other's hearts when I was fifteen and she was thirteen. I belong to her and she to me since before you and her "met". She is a part of who I am, I love her like you can't contend with. I have loved her sacrificially and unconditionally, openly and boundlessly for almost 3 years. I almost lost my life for her in the flood. Her circumstances were beyond
her control, and we were very young, inexperienced, and well to put it simply, confused. She was forced to break up with me two and a half years ago, but we have loved each other the whole time. Thats the short of it. We have finally taken control, we are back together now, and it is no new found truth that I would go to hell and back to keep it that way, and in fact I have. No one can say that I wouldn't, as I mentioned before I almost died an unpleasant death for her already. I have traveled over 7,000 miles for her, I have lived in a closet for 7 months for her, I have protected her without her knowing, I've done more than you would or could do if your OWN life depended on it, my friend. This girl holds my heart which can never be withdrawn, and never be returned, and I hers. Do not think that I am ignorant of what's been done and said between you and my love, I have heard everything. I know small details to the big picture. And I have been sitting behind her watching you message her more than you know. You have been made fully transparent to me, so let me tell you that you piss me off. You pride fed, arrogant, manipulative, sedentary, selfish, royal pain in my ass. You started this "relationship" off, with your sad sop manipulative story "Oh you won't date me? Boo hoo, I guess I'll join the army like my dad wants me to..." Seriously dude? Asshole. Think about the somali children who know war to be the granted reality that you know a warm bed and you xbox to be. How about me? I was forced to pick up a knife to protect me and my little brother, and my whole family at times when I was 8 years old. You don't see me manipulating people for personal gain with it. I know how you made Chrissy feel embarrassed, trapped, and like an embarrassment to you. Fuck you for what you've done to her. My blood boils every time I hear her apologize for something like say, wanting a macbook. And I ask why, why would you feel it necessary to feel apologetic about these things? And she tells me about how your dumb ass forced your ignorant ideas on her. When she is shocked that I would tell her I love her in front of friends or family, or when she tells me something you said or did that made her feel essentially worthless, like testifying that you would pick your computer over her.
I could do this all day but as I won't try and get you to , I don't spend my waking hours on my god damn
computer. Obviously I detest you.
But here is my purpose in writing this, to give you the reality of your situation, and to tell you to leave Chrissy alone. Ideally, I want you two to continue talking, I want you to be a friend to her, make her laugh, let her talk to you when she's down. Just be a friend. But as I doubt you are strong enough to do that without making her feel guilty or manipulated, you need to piss off. She wants you to, and I want you to. Go grow the hell up, leave the love of my life alone. I know this is just some guy messaging you over facebook from 1,200 miles away, and that you can say anything behind a screen. But here is the truth that you have the OPTION to believe or not, which changes nothing. You have never met someone like me. I don't mind admitting that this world has tried to break me in every way. I've stared at death as much as you have stared at your computer, don't fuck with me. Nothing stops me. I am capable of doing whatever my heart and mind decides it wants. The best part is no one knows this until they get to figure it out first hand, I suggest you avoid that experience. I am more than capable of showing up at your front door. But I don't have to. Let me lay this out for you. I have the power. You
don't. Simple enough yet? I am right here, in Longmont Colorado. Me and Chrissy make our decisions together, I have a strong influence. She does not have to talk to you. I'm giving you this promise now, if you stress her out ONE MORE TIME, literally, one more "Blah blah blah please feel guilty and sorry for me, good bye Chrissy." message, and you will not be speaking to my girlfriend anymore. I hope this has opened your eyes a little bit. Moving on, stay in your state.... asshole..... don't go shit on another girl..... grow up, find a girl close to home man, and treat her like a woman, not a trophy or a toy. And for good measure, YOU ARE A PEICE OF SHIT, you are why I hate guys in general, you mother fucking pussy, what you said to Nadya Taylor. "Your face looks like someone lit it on fire and put it out with a fork." being on of you lines. Feel good man? To target someone's security in themselves, a girl? Who was trying to do you a favor? You sicken me. You are weak. Pathetic. You called this girl a slut, a whore, a bitch....... how do you sleep? You should eat ash and sleep on nails. You are the prime example of what a real man is not. Now, return to you gambling problem. Have a nice day.