This entirely subjective theme is brought up multiple times throughout the book, and it causes the reader to put themselves in Wasdin’s shoes. After all, it must be difficult to maintain your values while being forced to kill people. One instance where he shows his concern for his humanity is when he makes his very first kill. Previously, Wasdin “had been in the mindset that everyone I went up against was a bad guy” (143). This was his way of morally coping with shooting people. He viewed it as necessary to help a greater cause, but what he didn’t realize was that many of these were innocent people. Realizing this would take a great toll on his moral integrity. It was easier for him to “dehumanize the enemy” (143). He was on a thin line that he was trying not to cross. However, when he would begin to think of what killing someone really meant, he would have a compromised conscience. He began to have second thoughts looking back at what he had done, and possibly for good reason. He thought “The people I killed will never see their families again. Will never eat or use the restroom again. Never breathe again.” (144). By thinking of it from this perspective, he calls his own morals into judgement. This is a constant theme throughout the book as he battles between orders and his
This entirely subjective theme is brought up multiple times throughout the book, and it causes the reader to put themselves in Wasdin’s shoes. After all, it must be difficult to maintain your values while being forced to kill people. One instance where he shows his concern for his humanity is when he makes his very first kill. Previously, Wasdin “had been in the mindset that everyone I went up against was a bad guy” (143). This was his way of morally coping with shooting people. He viewed it as necessary to help a greater cause, but what he didn’t realize was that many of these were innocent people. Realizing this would take a great toll on his moral integrity. It was easier for him to “dehumanize the enemy” (143). He was on a thin line that he was trying not to cross. However, when he would begin to think of what killing someone really meant, he would have a compromised conscience. He began to have second thoughts looking back at what he had done, and possibly for good reason. He thought “The people I killed will never see their families again. Will never eat or use the restroom again. Never breathe again.” (144). By thinking of it from this perspective, he calls his own morals into judgement. This is a constant theme throughout the book as he battles between orders and his