The select panel shows the author sitting outside her parents’ room curled up on the floor, as she listens to her parents fight. This panel is set right
before her stepmother attempts suicide twice. A feeling of isolation, confusion, and dejection is apparent in the panel. The straightforward use of emanata on Lisa’s face and her timid body posture with her head down shows the sadness felt while listening to their fighting.
Through the use of graphic weight, she contrasts against the black background, which figuratively conveys how she is literally forced to be isolated and in the dark during such affairs. This works in conjunction to the composition, where the side of her parents fighting takes up more of the panel than her side, showing how it has taken over her life and she has no control. Her young age and the great impact these occurrences had on her is emphasised through the size disparity between her and her parents.