Esther idolizes Jay Cee and wishes she “had a mother like [her]” (39). This is because Jay Cee is a successful business woman who symbolizes the idea of female independence that Esther desires. However, this again causes conflict for Esther because not even Jay Cee can encompass a combination of the two worlds. Esther says that “Jay Cee ha[s] brains, so her plug-ugly looks d[on’t] seem to matter” (5), even though they do matter to Esther because Jay Cee does not have any relationships in her life. Despite Esther’s admiration of Jay Cee’s success, she does not necessarily wish to have the same lonely life. Esther is still stuck attempting to find a role model who represents a balance between the traditional role of women and modern
Esther idolizes Jay Cee and wishes she “had a mother like [her]” (39). This is because Jay Cee is a successful business woman who symbolizes the idea of female independence that Esther desires. However, this again causes conflict for Esther because not even Jay Cee can encompass a combination of the two worlds. Esther says that “Jay Cee ha[s] brains, so her plug-ugly looks d[on’t] seem to matter” (5), even though they do matter to Esther because Jay Cee does not have any relationships in her life. Despite Esther’s admiration of Jay Cee’s success, she does not necessarily wish to have the same lonely life. Esther is still stuck attempting to find a role model who represents a balance between the traditional role of women and modern