After trying a cigarette for the first time, Marji found the taste very bitter however decided to try to push through the pain to prove her rebellious actions: “It was awful. But that was not the moment to give in.” (117) Had Marji given in, it would prove that she still is a child meaning she can be controlled by her parents. However, she fought through the pain and made it through her childhood and into adulthood, thus proving to herself and her parents, that she can not be controlled: “With the first cigarette, I kissed childhood goodbye. Now I was a grown up.” (117)
After trying a cigarette for the first time, Marji found the taste very bitter however decided to try to push through the pain to prove her rebellious actions: “It was awful. But that was not the moment to give in.” (117) Had Marji given in, it would prove that she still is a child meaning she can be controlled by her parents. However, she fought through the pain and made it through her childhood and into adulthood, thus proving to herself and her parents, that she can not be controlled: “With the first cigarette, I kissed childhood goodbye. Now I was a grown up.” (117)