Uncovering My Passion Essay

It is not an easy task to determine what my real passion is in life. I take pride in being a person that my friends and family can depend on for help and support. Over analyzing seems to be a habit I have a hard time breaking since childhood. At times it can be exhausting juggling home life, college and being a loyal individual to the people that need me, in which I rarely have any time for myself. Involving myself in other people lives can keep me from being focused on what I am most passionate about and that is finishing college and starting a career that I am satisfied in. It is rewarding that I am a person that others feel like they can count on when they need to. Listening to problems that someone is dealing with and trying to make sense of it seems to be one my strong qualities. Whenever I can I help with taking care of their children and developing a strong bond with them is equally important. Financial advice is usually something that I am asked about since I have been responsible with my finances. This is a rewarding quality to feel needed by the people you have a close bond with. Over analyzing everything is one of the problems I have and can not stop myself from doing it. I will take any problem, being my own or someone else and over think it. I try to fix it and will continue to analyze it after it is already solved. I can recall watching my father tearing apart a lawn mower and meticulously analyzing in what he felt was a poorly designed mower deck. As I listened to him, for what seemed like hours, explain to me what the engineers should of done differently I realized I was a creature of my environment. Analyzing is something I can not control and on occasion can cause stress, but it can also have humbling rewards. I am so used to the hustle and bustle of life that I wouldn't know what time for myself felt like or would possibly just feel bored. On top of being the person that people depend on I also spend most of my time caring for my