His words clarify how his painful experience with religion is akin to his reality of living under the effects of racism. In terms of religion, he feels that it is unnecessary to have fundamental guilt that requires turning to a higher power for forgiveness. In the same way, he cannot comprehend why one must conform to white social standards to live peacefully which eventually causes difficulties in his work …show more content…
. . the meaningless pain and the endless suffering” (130). The scale of racism in Richard's life is far greater than religion for evident reasons. Clearly, he is frustrated for being punished for something so superficial, such as skin color, and subsequently gains insight into the suffering of others because of his newfound spirit to understand the status of his life (131). He directs his loyalties to the side of men in rebellion—the side of men struggling to wring a meaning out of meaningless suffering-- to try to come to terms with the meaning of living in a world full of racism