What Is The Curse Of Being Bilingual

It’s not always a blessing People are always telling me that I don’t speak English or Spanish, but I have my own language called Spanglish. I sit here thinking how many people can relate to my everyday life struggle.The curse of being bilingual is one that can affect you for all of the time. The struggle of actually never being fluent in either language makes you feel a bit abnormal. As if you lack some kind of ability to be smart or even just an average person. Constantly being made fun of for the way you pronounce certain words and the way you read. It’s a constant reminder of how you can’t just be normal,but on how you will never be good enough.You become accustomed to being judged,demorilized, and just feeling less of a person.
Consistently having trouble to express yourselves because you are not sure how to. The languages you know repeadeatly causing this combustion in your brain not allowing you to think in one straight language but both at the same time. However, the grammatical part is clearly the most difficult when being billingual. Between both languages you never really learn either of them to its entirety. The amount of rules you have to follow for just one language I can’t even begin to think learning two. Anyhow, one good thing you get from being bilingual is more oppurtunities such as for a job. To be bilingual you deal with constant struggles in your everyday life. The world should just have one universal language, kinda like how DNA is in science.