That was probably a type of curse to show he was going to die. Another reason he wished death on his self is because he didn’t believe in his fears. He didn’t believe in the paw. He always laughed at his fears and thought it was funny. That was a sign of he didn’t think anything would happen to him. So basically he felt he had no reason to be afraid. Overall I think he is responsible for his own death he was seems to me. He was seeing things and was not afraid of anything before him. He didn’t believe in the paw and thought nothing bad would happen to him. He probably knew he would die so didn’t care and think for other things in life.
That was probably a type of curse to show he was going to die. Another reason he wished death on his self is because he didn’t believe in his fears. He didn’t believe in the paw. He always laughed at his fears and thought it was funny. That was a sign of he didn’t think anything would happen to him. So basically he felt he had no reason to be afraid. Overall I think he is responsible for his own death he was seems to me. He was seeing things and was not afraid of anything before him. He didn’t believe in the paw and thought nothing bad would happen to him. He probably knew he would die so didn’t care and think for other things in life.