Truth is, I still don't really know what I am working so hard for. As a matter of fact, I often question myself, wondering if I really like learning English. After much deliberation, I still can't decide if I really love it, I mean the simple and pure love that solely motivates me to keep learning. And for how I started learning English, it was just something that I can't choose. English seems like a subject set by school which symbolizes something that we have to deal with, not something we actively want. Besides, I don't see any students using English out of exams if English is said to be a useful and helpful language. These are all the ideas that would occasionally rush through my mind. I would like to ask, if so, why do we still need to learn so much English that it almost becomes a regularity to take English lesson every day?
All the people around me took it just a silly question to answer. They ended up laughing off the question though none of them was able to give me a definite reason of why. I thought a lot about that later myself. After cogitating for a long time, I fianlly came up with a convincing answer to my question. To learn English is just as all the other things we learn to do which should not be understood solely as a purpose of something, but the process. I know the opinion may be a little bit old as to be applied to learning things. But it is reallly the case that if you don't even learn to enjoy the process, you are not to have something valuable gained and obtained. We always like to learn English for