Alex Frank Monologue

It's him. Him. How did he get here? How did I get here? We ended up together again. He saw me. Does he remember? Does he remember what we said all those years ago? It's been 12 years. I don't think he would remember me. I was his life but I don't know if he even remembers his teenage years. Do I talk to him? What if he doesn't remember me? Oh gosh what about Alex... I love Alex to death but I've always loved it too... I've been lying to Alex all these years. We've been married for seven years... I've known Alex for 12 years, I can't just tell him I love Derek. He'll be crushed. Arielle! Stop thinking about divorcing Alex. You love Alex. He is your husband. But... But what if Derek still loves me? I would love to be Mrs. Bassett, I love
He looked me right in the eye. I didn't really know what to do. So I just got up and left the room... I don't know if I did the right thing. I may get fired from my job for leaving because Derek looked at me. I don't know if I still love Derek. I don't even know him anymore. Could Derek still love me? I think I'm still in love with Derek and I'm married to an amazing man named Alex.... I don't know what I'm going to do. Okay... If there is anybody listening to my brain with some superpowers I would really like your advice right now, it would be really nice because I really don't know what to do with my life right now. Is anybody out there listening? Hello... Nobody? Okay so nobody is listening to me with their superpowers… how come nobody's listening to me? I wish people could actually hear me when I'm thinking. Well maybe not all the time, but I mean it would be pretty cool to read other people's minds. I don't really know where I'm going to go because I don't want to go home and be all alone I don't want to go visit Alex at work because I might be in love with Derek. I don't want to go back to work because I'll see Derek and then that snobby boss lady will yell at me because I left work when I needed to see that stupid presentation. I don't really know if that presentation was necessary. Derek just got here why is he presenting something. I've been here for like 7 years and I still haven't been able to convince her to shoot my ideas at some
My kitty likes to eat hair and she likes to jump on you when you're sleeping. I just really want to buy this cat because after all this goes down, this whole scenario plays out I know that I'm not going to have Derek nor Alex so why not just let the cat take their place and have someone to love and cuddle with right? What should I name my new cat? Should I name him Eric? You know because my name is Arielle so he would be my Eric because he is to get me over Derek and Alex... You don't get it? Oops. That's my new cats name. His name is Eric. I will love him to death. And I will also get him anything he wants. I feel like I just adopted a child... I'm acting like he's actually going to 1 things from the store and I'm going to bring him places. It doesn't work like that Arielle you need to get your head straight and stop talking to yourself. I can never stop talking to myself. It seems like I'm always talking to myself. I really don't know how to stop talking to myself, because you know it's really hard not to talk to yourself because I don't really think there's a second where you're not talking to yourself. And when you think about it you can't stop talking to yourself because you're talking about not talking to yourself. Wow that was