One day she finds an unused janitor’s closet, and she makes the room a ‘safe place’ she can go to for comfort. In Art class Melinda expresses her feelings into the trees she makes. They are usually gloomy and dark looking, and Mr. Freeman comments on one of her sculptures about it showing “pain.” Rachel, Melinda’s ex- best friend, starts dating Andy ‘Beast’ Evans but when Melinda tells her about him raping her, she accuses her of being jealous. Despite what Rachel says she dumps Andy during prom and accuses him of having raped Melinda in front of the other …show more content…
It is the fear that everyone will look at her in disgust. She grows quite after the event of the rape and barely talks even with her own parents. Whenever she talks she starts stuttering in nervousness. When she tries to tell her parents the truth, she hesitates and doesn’t say anything. She doesn’t confide in anyone and keeps the secret bottled up inside herself. She hurts herself by trying to cut her wrist with a paperclip. Her mother yells at her for trying to commit suicide, completely ignoring her ‘whimper’ for help. When her parents talk to her she doesn’t say anything to them and keeps silent. She refuses to orally present her suffragettes report in front of the class when Mr. Neck tells her