Ava Monologue
Ava,
By now you probably heard about what happened. You keep calling and emailing and I haven't answered back, I'm sorry. I haven't been myself these last 2 months, so the least thing I want is to drag you into my mess. You've overcame so much in this past year, you should be so proud of yourself, i know i am. I know your worried, but I'll be okay for now.
There's something I need to tell you. And I dont know if I'll ever get the chance to tell you in person.
The day we met, that wasent the first time. I found you on the side of the road that night. I'm the one who called 911. You were breathing, but unresponsive when I found you. I went to help your mom, but Ava she wasn't breathing. I tried to give her cpr but nothing worked. Please …show more content…
But i came everyday. I would wait for your dad to go out and grab a bite to eat, so i can sneek in and see you. It would only last a few minutes, so I wouldn't get caught. It was so hard seeing you like that, it's crazy because i didn't know who you were, but i needed to see you and make sure you were still alive and breathing. The last time i went to see you, I sang to you. Do you remember? I swore i saw a finger move, but I was just being hopeful. It was yellow by cold play, how funny right. Anyways, i had to go home that day. It was so hard having to leave you like that. I kissed your forhead, and said my goodbye. A next day I called the hospital to ask how you were, they said this patient is no longer in this hospital. Thats all they would tell me. I thought you died, Ava. So that day in A.C i thought i saw a ghost. You looked so different, so beautiful without all those tubes in your mouth. I just couldn't believe four years later, there you were. Alive, healthy and right in front of me. When I first saw you on the floor that night, I didn't know it was you. But it felt like i knew you, but i couldn't put my finger on it. Then i saw that bracelt on you, and i knew. God Ava, i wanted to tell you everything right then and there. But i just couldn't. I didn't know how you would respond to it, because i was so afraid you would run off on me again. And i that's something i couldn't
By now you probably heard about what happened. You keep calling and emailing and I haven't answered back, I'm sorry. I haven't been myself these last 2 months, so the least thing I want is to drag you into my mess. You've overcame so much in this past year, you should be so proud of yourself, i know i am. I know your worried, but I'll be okay for now.
There's something I need to tell you. And I dont know if I'll ever get the chance to tell you in person.
The day we met, that wasent the first time. I found you on the side of the road that night. I'm the one who called 911. You were breathing, but unresponsive when I found you. I went to help your mom, but Ava she wasn't breathing. I tried to give her cpr but nothing worked. Please …show more content…
But i came everyday. I would wait for your dad to go out and grab a bite to eat, so i can sneek in and see you. It would only last a few minutes, so I wouldn't get caught. It was so hard seeing you like that, it's crazy because i didn't know who you were, but i needed to see you and make sure you were still alive and breathing. The last time i went to see you, I sang to you. Do you remember? I swore i saw a finger move, but I was just being hopeful. It was yellow by cold play, how funny right. Anyways, i had to go home that day. It was so hard having to leave you like that. I kissed your forhead, and said my goodbye. A next day I called the hospital to ask how you were, they said this patient is no longer in this hospital. Thats all they would tell me. I thought you died, Ava. So that day in A.C i thought i saw a ghost. You looked so different, so beautiful without all those tubes in your mouth. I just couldn't believe four years later, there you were. Alive, healthy and right in front of me. When I first saw you on the floor that night, I didn't know it was you. But it felt like i knew you, but i couldn't put my finger on it. Then i saw that bracelt on you, and i knew. God Ava, i wanted to tell you everything right then and there. But i just couldn't. I didn't know how you would respond to it, because i was so afraid you would run off on me again. And i that's something i couldn't