determined to go places and hang out with my friends every second I got instead of going home and starting my homework early . The drama that began to fill my social life started to affect my performance in school because I wasn’t paying as much attention to my schoolwork as I should’ve been . My grades started to drop and I wasn’t performing that well on tests either . After I realized this , I began to distance myself from my friends and focus more on my school work and that resulted in my grades going up . Junior year came around and my grades were looking up and better than ever. I became more introverted and I found myself with not as many friends as I had before , but I was okay with that.
This was the year I learned to be independent. Nobody had to tell me to get my grades up if they fell , because I already knew I had too . I’m now in my senior year and this was the most stressful year out of all 4 of the years I’ve been in high school . This is the year that I’ve realized , the hardest part about being a teenager today is having to find that balance and being responsible. Having to find that balance between schoolwork , friendships , relationships ,family , maintaining good grades , studying , applying to colleges ,eating three meals a day , and getting enough sleep , has got to be the hardest thing I’m facing today . I know it isn't mandatory for a teenager to have a balance between all these things but it’s nice if you do because then you know everything you care about is getting equal amount of attention and in the end , you feel good about it . Responsibility came into play because I had to learn how to sacrifice things I loved doing , for more important stuff . When I walked into those doors , I didn’t know that in the end when I left , id be a completely different
person .