Before you let go, remember the reason why you were hanging on.
You are never really living until you found something to die for, I am at this stage in my life where I am just daring someone to push me off a cliff just to see if I am strong enough to fly, and for a moment the world fades away, sometimes you miss who a person really is
I guess when you are young, first impressions are everything, promises are meant to be broken, I learned that from him.
See maybe this is the problem I care too much and you don’t care at all. I still really don’t understand because you said you would love me forever, but it’s over…
I know what love is, you cannot force it from someone, and you can only hope it is given back to you, you cut me so deep and I will never forget, how am I going to cope, I would have loved you forever but now your just a memory, without a doubt the hardest moment of my life, I don’t think I will ever be the same, just when I thought I had it all, he took it away my happiness, I would have given him the world, and only asked him for his love, you never understood what you meant to me, and there is a hole where that love once was.
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mistakes are what make our fate, without them what would shape our lives? maybe if we had never veered off course we wouldn’t fall in love, have babies, or be who we are, after all things change, people come into your life and they go, but it’s comforting to know that the ones you love are always in your heart!
Dreams never become reality, unless they are chosen above all others, dreams are nothing anymore, because all they do is let you down and leave you with false hope, false hope of ever becoming normal, false hope in everything you ever believed in.
Believing is seeing something that was real, believing is feeling something that is real, believing is everything.
Doing something that felt normal was never normal to begin with, all it was, was something that was dreamt of by some person who just wanted to feel love and affection all over again, treated like no one else has treated her, someone who put her first above all us, someone who believed in her, someone who gave her hope and inspiration, someone who would give her the sort of love she was feeling, someone who would take her for what she is and what she believes in, give her a new meaning on everything, show her the meaning of love, make her smile, make her happy, make her real and complete once again!
I once felt like I had everything in this world, until it came tumbling down and felt as though my heart was ripped out and thrown onto the ground and stomped on over and over again. Then the lies began from friends and him of all people, the one you love so much feels the need to lie to you because he apparently cares still? The lies from the people that you thought would be there from beginning to end, and understand every word you were saying to them instead of just agreeing to it all. I never wish this pain upon anyone, not even my worst enemy, the tears that are shed from these eyes are like no other, each tear represents everything that was once there, dreams, hope, love, happiness, pain, confusion, honesty, loyalty, inspiration, affection, romance, compassion, believing, smiling, forgetting the world exists when your with them, communication, trust, support, family, friends, shame, blame, critizing, words, everything that was once there, and was lost somewhere. But all you can think is the what ifs, why, how and when did he start feeling like this, all you want is an honest answer and the truth but apparently these days it is too hard to force the truth out of someone, but when you do get the truth, you just wish you didn’t ask it to begin with. I feel as though in some way or another I deserve all of this pain, every single part of it, but on the other hand I am trying to work out why and how you can love someone with all those tiny pieces of your heart that are left? I guess all life is, is one confusing aspect, but hearts are made too be broken, hearts are also there too give to someone and hope that they don’t get broken. All I feel at the moment is numbness and blame, and the blood that was once flowing to my heart. The thick, healthy blood that was allowing it to pump because I was in love, well I am still in love, it wasn’t an infatuation, it was love, the sort of love that is hard to find and hard to replace, the sort of love that you know when everything is going to be fine for once, the sort of love when you see them every single time you stumble your words, stumble over your own feet, and still get butterflies in your stomach when you see them. The sort of love when your with them it feels like the world doesn’t exist anymore, the love where all you can do is smile and no one can take that away from you, the sort of love that everything you do them is a memory and not a moment, the sort of love where you think your invisible to everybody else., the sort of love that just happens and you know that you are in love because you cannot stop loving them no matter what you do, no matter what you try!
Now I guess the hardest thing to do will be watching him love someone else.
But hey isn’t that life? Isn’t that the part of life that people regret? Watching the one they love the most love someone else? And then the heart break and the pain all come flowing back because you wonder all over again what you have done to deserve it all.
I honestly still have no idea as too why the love that was once there has stopped, I still have no idea if he cares, I honestly don’t know if being friends with him is enough? I guess it is better to have them as friends then nothing at all, it is better them still being a part of your life instead of not being there, I guess the know that he will always be there is what
counts.
Is the phrase “I love you” used to often now that when it is said it just feels like words? I thought it was and is one of those phrases that is only meant to be said when it is meant?
What is the meaning of a relationship? Because this relationship is a mixture of beautiful and complex feelings, which is not often described in words.
Defining a relationship is never easy, as there are so many aspects to it. However we don't need a bunch of words to make us realize the deep meaning of friendship.
To me love is more than just sexual desire. It's about trust, honesty and loyalty in a relationship and a never ending happiness with a partner.
Since the day we first met,
I knew it was love,
God answered my prayers, you came down from above...
You gave me your heart, and taught me to trust, for the first time ever, it was more than just lust...
Your sweet loving words, are not to be compared,
I am forever your partner, my soul I have bared...
Every day I wake up, with a smile a mile long,
I know that we are solid,
I know that we are strong...
So never put into question, my feelings being true, because I have found my one and only,
And I will always love you.