I was told that if I had simply taken what was originally written and reworded it I would have been good as gold . I now have come to realize that my failure to follow orders is not only affecting me but it is affecting others. I am taking up a lot of my sergeants time by them having to wright counseling statements for me. Also I have been using the excuse that I am dealing with a lot of personal problems all at once, one after another etcetera and so forth. I could have avoided this entire situation completely by just bringing in my gear like I was instructed to do and then saying that I did not think I should have my weapon because of the difficulty I am having controlling myself and not being sure of the effects of the new medication on top of all of my personal issues. I had already requested and was given the chance to get out of the army with a General under Honorable conditions. I realize that I have been taking time away from arguably the two best lower enlisted workers in the shop. Instead of not caring about getting negative attention I will be trying to think about the soldiers who may very well be staying in for a carrier and their families. I am pretty much getting exactly what I asked for and will be concentrating on what I need to get in order before going back home to Staten Island with my daughter.
Defining the failure to follow an order given by an commissioned officer is simply a commissioned officer giving an order to a subordinate, and the subordinate not fulfilling the task for an unacceptable reason such as a mismanagement of time or the subordinate is just not doing what he or she was ordered to do as long as it is a lawful order. A Lawful Order is an order given to you by someone appointed over you by higher authority