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effects of smoking
Yuhendra rao a/l ramachandra rao pg 20445
The lost of a loved one will leave you feeling empty inside.At the age of 21 I lost my loveable girlfriend which caused me to land in a big depression.I was so influenced by the presence of my girlfriend that I cant even have my daily meals properly.Any phone calls or text messages I get I can only think of her.Her name was aizhe.
The truth that I found out is that time heals all the wounds and the world keeps on going as if nothing happended.Though it took few months for me to realize this I’m glad I know them now.When I first lost aizhe,the last thing I wanted to hear from everyone was that life was short.But,they were right,life is too short and you should live everyday as it was your last because you never know when it could end.During the service,people gravitated to me slowly to see how I was doing and give me advice on how to endure.
Everyone approached me one by one as if they had pulled a number to speak with me and were merely just waiting for their turn.All I can do is bob my head back and forth in an attempt to appease them so they would just leave me alone.My mind was wrapped around the whole disastrous night where my one mistake cost someone I loved.Aizhe and I were couples for just months but she built a strong feeling one me which no one ever did.We were talking day by day for uncountable hours.I still remember I bought a chain on her birthday.It was a silver tainted chain with a love symbol.I still remember she asked me to put around her neck.Damn!that was the most happiest moment I ever had in my life.
One day before the incident happended,I and her were fighting over the line because she wanted to spend time with me the next day watching movie.I keep declining cause I was tired and thought would want to take a break the next day.The next morning she keep cailing me but I blocked her calls.Around 1pm on afternoon I woke up and found aizhe was siting beside me cuddling me and told ‘why did you block my

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