Once Johnny saw the Church engulfed in flames, he didn't think twice about going in to save the kids. Some believe it was out of guilt considering it was possible that Ponyboy's and his cigarette bud could've started it. Soon after he saved the kids he was hospitalized. In the hospital Johnny was afraid up until soon before he died. As said on page 121. "you want to know something, Ponyboy? I'm scared stiff. I used to talk about killing myself...
Once Johnny saw the Church engulfed in flames, he didn't think twice about going in to save the kids. Some believe it was out of guilt considering it was possible that Ponyboy's and his cigarette bud could've started it. Soon after he saved the kids he was hospitalized. In the hospital Johnny was afraid up until soon before he died. As said on page 121. "you want to know something, Ponyboy? I'm scared stiff. I used to talk about killing myself...