How I lost my grandma

As I walked down the hallway, it seemed endless. I could not feel my feet hitting the ground, nor notice anyone around me. I just walked. The smell of the place was intoxicating. It reminded me of insulin or disinfectant spray. I entered her room; it was dark. The sound of beeping machines echoed in my ears. I walked to her bed. She was sleeping soundly. Her body was frail and looked as if she was bone covered with skin. She was weak and tired. The cancer had been eating away at her, slowly devouring her body, life and spirit. She had been sick for a couple of months now. I hated visiting, seeing her so sick. I stayed with her at the hospital for a short time visiting. I hated seeing her, my grandma, that way. She was sick from the cancer that came back and this time it was worse. The cancer began in the fall months of 2001. My grandma had felt a hard, pea-sized lump on her breast. She preceded to see a specialist. What she heard wasn’t exactly what she had expected. She had breast cancer. I didn’t expect it either. I was scared for her, scared for me. She was my closest friend, and my confidant and I loved her very much. I spent a lot of time with her. What would I do if I lost her? Fortunately the cancer didn’t take her away. She lost her hair and her left breast, but she made full recovery. My grandma was as good as new. She and I spent even more time together. I cherished every minute of it, trying not to take it for granted. She was the wisest woman I knew always giving me the best advice. Wether her advice was about boys, friends, or other aspects of life she was almost always right. Everything between us was perfect again. My grandma had been in remission for nine years. She always went for a yearly check up with the doctor. Every year the tests came back topnotch. She was in perfect health. But the good health was short lived, when she went for a check up in 2010. The test came back showing that it was back. Once again I was